Life Is Good?

I feel like everyone has been saying things like "Life is so good right now", "Life feels great", "I wish things would stay just how they are right now".

When people say that, it makes me reflect on my own life. It makes me think about how un-perfect my life is right now. It makes me remember that I am in school nine hours a day, it makes me remember that I usually sleep for 5 hours a day, it makes me remember that I am mourning the loss of a loved one, that I need a job, that my only school friends that I have class with are Erika, Alexa, and Joseph, that I seriously have some focus issues, that I am ripped between two homes, and that I am about to leave the most familiar one to me.

It makes me wish my "life was good".

But really, life is so so so good.

I have the opportunity of a lifetime. When I graduate high school, I will have a steady career that I could stick with for the rest of my life if I wanted to and make pretty good money. God's plan allows me to never really have to say goodbye. I will see loved ones again someday. I can get a job at a salon. Right now. Granted, my job will be sweeping hair off the floor and refilling the marvecide tank, but at least it'll pay. I am lucky that the friends I don't have classes with anymore still love me and talk to me as if nothing ever happened. Seriously, guys, thank you. And yes, I am moving, but God has blessed me enough that it is really nothing. I am literally going to still be on the same street I am now. Just a different address. And moving is sort of a fresh start. I get to redo my whole room. I think I am going to do pink walls, and black and white damask bedsheets. :)

So yes. Life is good. Thank you friends, for letting me vent that out. It felt quite good.

Adieu.